I havn't updated this blog in a long time. I had forgotten all about it to be honest. Keeping up with Journey to the Darkside is hard enough sometimes and now I've got another blog, The Fellatrix which I am going to be contributing to also soon. I am not sure who is still reading or checking this blog but I started this blog for myself and not for the readers. I went through a very serious depression in December and my diet went out the window for a while. I did manage to lose a few pounds though the last two weeks. I've been trying to watch what I am eating more and get back to less snacking. The holidays were really bad for all the snacking and drinking I was doing. I'm glad they are over. I always find it easier to lose weight when it's January-June. I can't wait til the Spring when the weather gets warmer and I can get back to hiking and outside activities.
I am back to my walks today. I'm actually looking forward to getting back into it again and it helps me stay focused.
I am currently at 194 pounds. I was 198 when I started this blog. So that isn't too bad. I still havn't reached my goal of 190 though. I'd like to reach that first goal I set for myself back around my birthday. I know I can do it.
I did not make any weight loss new years resolutions this year. I just want to stay on track and lose those few extra pounds and get healthy again. I find when I make it a resolution than it doesn't last. I'd like to make this a lifestyle change.
May the force be with you all!
~padme amidala
